Lesson 1

I gather you here today to learn the lesson of perseverance. It is a lesson particularly in 2 parts. One, to do it correctly is to be conscious of the love you have for yourself. If there is no self-love you can't have patience. It's all about the quality of love you have for yourself. To be totally centered and in tune with your soul. Then and only then can you have patience for others. To give of yourself is to love yourself first and then you can enjoy other souls. To become patient with your neighbors, look inside. What do you see? Do you see despair and thus no room for anyone else? Or do you see light and movement inside? The ability to open yourself up for patience requires room in your heart. In order to give of yourself, there must be room in your soul. Cast away the darkness by this prayer.

"Hallow my name for my soul is light. Be thy name. Mark me in your heart. Hold me there. Let thy light caress my soul. Be my mother and father. Give me the strength to push the darkness away. Amen.

Be thy daughter and son. Hold me tight for I am within. I am with you always. Push that darkness away. Know I am with you always. Amen."

Now look inside, do you still see darkness? Or do you see the light? Look at your heart. Is there more love? If so spread the word, help your fellow man. Give of yourself. For my will is yours. Be patient. Show your love. Show your spirit. Be awake. Open your eyes, look around. Is there someone who needs your aid? Go to them and do my work. You will be rewarded. Give of yourself. Help my children of the light. Cast out the darkness and do my will.

For to have patience is to have the act of kindness, for yourself and your fellow man. Be strong. Be love. I am your savor and you are mine.

Open your book, turn to page 62. Look at it quickly, glance down. What do you see? Do you see the word patience? It's there. Look hard. Study it. Pay attention to the shape. Know that shape, every curve, every angle is you. Memorize it. Hold it to your heart. Caress it.

Lesson 2

Part two of patience. The act of War. War – the act of fighting either within or with our fellow human beings. It was there since the beginning of time and it will be there tomorrow. There is no way getting around it. I know it is not possible to cast that away. But know it is wrong, just understand it. Make it yours by showing understanding and patience. War is the lack of understanding and patience. A lack of love. Be thy will. Unfortunately, it will always be there. From that first burst of light it has been there. It is part of man. It is part of the lessons of life. Try to understand both sides. For knowledge is freedom and freedom is love and patience. There is a time for right and wrong. A time to argue, a time to yell and a time to make love. Learn what you can. Read, watch your TV. Understand what's happening around you but don't get to close. Just learn. Except for all the men and women out there on the front line. For that is my will. Be all you can. Show your patience. Understand there will always be fighting. Do what you can and move on. Take the cycle of life. Understand mankind. For freedom to last there must be conflict.

I know that is not what you want to hear. But for every kindness, there will always be conflict. The good and the bad. I would prefer it to not be so, however I know it will be. We need conflict to show our power and our strength, even if man gets hurt. Understand this power and the ability to show ones muscle is a part of some people's justification to live. That is who they are in their journey, their mission. If you can rise above it. Great. But I'm not foolish. Some of you will not. I understand. I want others to feel your pain, caress it and just understand. Because that is the way of the world. Do thy will and know that the darkness and light will never come together.

It is the piece we long for. The joy of living in harmony. The happiness of coherent love. But don't be fooled. I cannot give you this. It is not to be. I want harmony, joy and happiness in the best way possible. That way must be inside you. Look inside to find the ecstasy within. I am your joy, love and harmony. For we are one. One love. Even those in darkness, I love you all. You are me.

The room you make inside for patience is the room I need for you to find me. The answer is love, for I am love.

"Be thy will and thy will be done"

Repeat that saying over and over when you feel the darkness and know I am with you. Unfortunately unfavorable things will happen but know that the future depends on it. The long term vision is working for the divine. You in this dimension cannot see it but rest assured I can. The best outcome will emerge in time. Grasp it, know it. Thy will be done.

The wars, the conflicts and clashes will never be escaped. If you need to hide so be it. But don't disappear. Remember even in your deepest sorrow, I am there. We will emerge with the greatest of joy.

I love you all. I want all of you to understand my love. I have seen your hate and your cruelty. That is not what I desire. Be thy will. Love thy will. With your breath, blow the love. I challenge you this. We need more love. Picture this image. Be that image. Drown my sorrow, cover it with love my children. For you all are my sons and daughters. It is time to believe every one of you is special!!! Not just the disciples. You are all the same. I do NOT love one more than the other. Hold out your hands. Cup them so you can fill your cup with the energy of love. Fill my weight, raise the cups up. Embrace my love. Look to the stars. Relish in their beauty for we are one. One universe. One sparkling star in the galaxy of love. Hold my heart within yours. Try to find the light. Breath. Be mine.

Open your heart. Love your neighbors as me. Drink it in. Love is always the answer because I tell you so.

Let the juices flow. Open your hearts. Hold thy neighbor. Become one. For the love abounds us. Stretch to the stars. Remember to look up.

Lesson 3

Fear not for I am with you. The opposite of fear is the unbounding love I have for you. Take the shadow of fear. Embrace it for there will be times it comes and goes. Talk about it. Don't keep it inside. Let your brothers and sisters help. We are here together as one. Take that knowledge. Get the help you need. Open your arms, grasp for your brothers and sisters. You might not know what to do but they do. Open your mind to the power of others. Their experience in life can help you. Don't stand alone in a tight cocoon. Open that rope. Bend in the wind. Having fear is a lesson. It tells you to open your mind. Research what can be done. Open the books. Ask for help. If you seek you will find the love you need for happiness.

We seek relationships. It is part of our soul desires. To be together as one. Don't stand alone. We are all family. Check on a friend daily. Share your love. And you will notice some of your fears will disappear. For when we share our love a certain blanket comes over us and makes a fear seem not so bad after all. But don't be fake and do this because I say to. Truly care and open your hearts. Make sure you truly feel it. I will know the difference. If you don't, stop and smell the flowers. Think about things. In time you will know what to do. I challenge you this.

Be of service when the time is right. Just like when you had fear, you reached out for help. Return that love. Help those in need. We all go through different waves at different times. In the ocean of life we rise and fall differently. Take those who run with the tide, bring them back out with you so they can rise with a big wave as you do. The peaks and valleys gush through time. Float with them.

I am your savor. Your creator. Remember we are one. Take my hand as we walk in the valley of the sun.

Lesson 4

Repent – when things go wrong and they will. Ask for forgiveness. No one is perfect. As a human we make mistakes, do harm to thy neighbors or possibly say the wrong things. Hear no evil. And yet we are tempted. Rest assured I judge not. For I made you and understand when things falter. All I ask is you do your best. When things are not perfect just apologize. Find a way to make amends. Open the door to your heart. Look inside. Do you see mostly evil (we all have some) or do you see mostly love. If you see evil. Pray.

"I am the creator of me. I choose no evil. I choose no harm. For we are one. Amen"

Take the evil and push it away. Bring in the beauty of life. Caress it on your soul. If when you look inside and you see mostly love or even if you don't, know I'm smiling down at you. I love my children. I judge not.

Lesson 5

In the book of life, there are many characters. Some strong. Some weak. Some smart. And some challenged. Embrace all. We all have special gifts to share. Don't look at the amount of money one has or the lack there of. You all come into this life naked, cold and wet. You leave the same. Some lives are rich with love and some with coins. But know you are all the same. Share what you have. Open your purse, your wallet and give aid to those who need it.

For my child with the biggest of heart - you – expand that wealth. Be there for your neighbor. Listen to their troubles. It is not necessary to always offer advice. There are days your fellow brother and sister just want to know you care. Show them respect and they will respect you back. Give them a hand and know that is me. You work my magic. We all have the power to create. To give and to express joy. Joy is one of my favorite things. It creates many things. For it is all about love and being of service.

When we don't feel well it is hard to open our arms and minds. Take care of yourselves first! Do what you need to find that joy. Only then can we give of ourselves. Be thy own teacher first.

For you see taking care of yourselves first means being your own mother or father or even teacher. Taking care of your own soul first is the most important way to show your love. How can you have love for others if you can't wrap yourselves first? The love you hold inside can only spread with the foundation built inside.

Take the grounding of this foundation seriously. Nurture this growth or these roots by reading, sleeping, eating well, and by wrapping yourself in the blanket of love. We are our greatest creator. Be thy will and thy will be done. (My favorite saying).

Lesson 6

I hold thy heart near. Arguments can and will erupt. Stand up for yourself but don't explode. Listen to each other. See their side before you explode. Learn why they are saying what they believe. Understand it. It is never a one way road. I'm not saying allow someone to roll over you. Stand your ground politically. Roll it around. Rest assured at times you are both right.

Conflict can be seen in many ways. There can be evil or darkness. However this is not the only conflict around. It can be as gentle as saying a color looks or holds a different hue. For we all see things in a different way. Respect that. That is the way to loving thy neighbor. Don't hold your thoughts or feelings inside. It will only foster resentment, hatred and a dismay that will only grow. Green can look many different ways. Who is to say which one is right? I for one don't know so how can you?

I prefer to look at the sky and clouds. Take that image and find different things in the clouds. Ask your neighbor what they see. Let them describe their image. And therefore with greater knowledge you can draw the bigger picture. Sometimes that requires taking time to do research. Hold your thought for the count of five before the explosion begins. I realize it isn't always easy. But remember my idea of the cloud. Breathe and then release your thoughts. Try to stay calm. Listen to their side and explain yours. I have seen some of you throw things, grab things and show your guns in the heat of the moment. That is not the way to love. If things get too heated walk away!! Save your soul. Don't let the evil in. Do thy will.

Evil is all around us. By having a strong foundation of love it cannot get in. I must say a few words about evil. I know some of you worry and think about it often. I created evil to give the good times more joy. Life would be boring and without appreciation. Try to understand, I do things out of love. For everything is a lesson. A way to grow. Sometimes it is a lesson for history. To learn. To remember so you don't keep doing the same wrong things. Unfortunately at times I have to make a rather large point to get my message across. Forgive me if you have lost a loved one during that time, but know they are always with you. Try to see the lesson which is always for the greater good. Evil can be strong. Hold tight. Just when you think the boat is going to tip in the waves of life. Look around. I will always throw a life line out. Open your eyes and take hold. This works for large conflicts as well as small. Try to observe what is happening. Look for a lesson. Take the fear you are feeling and look inside. What does that fear say? Can you remember something this conflict reminds you of? Or maybe it is something you are afraid to stand up to. Sometimes there is no way to see the other side and you have to run away. Don't feel the only way is to stay and hold your ground. There are times the lesson is to get away and know you are capable on your own. Not all minds can come together. Be strong and know when to fold. That is the greatest of love for yourself you can do. You will have learned a great lesson. Be aware of what is happening or I will give it to you again and again till you get it. Even when you think you understand it, I might make sure you do and throw it at you once again for one last time.

Remember that at times my point of evil must be driven home, even in the most horrific of times. Everything under the sun is a lesson for that is how you grow.

Let it be. That is so.

Lesson 7

I have mentioned we are one. This is important. Remember this. When you feel joy or disappointment it will comfort you and take you far. We create together. The lessons you learn are with me too. We do it together as one. There are times you are in the neutral zone. Things are going marvelous. You are coasting in the sun. And then bang. Something happens. Stop and think about the people around you. What did you reflect? What image of them has mirrored or reflected this response? What thoughts are in your head? Since we are all one, our actions, our thoughts, our emotions show up in our neighbors. Be aware. Stop and think what possibility could have caused this. For example, if hatred for a friend is on your mind, look to your left and then to your right, is someone showing distain for you or a fellow neighbor? What you think and say affects others.

That is why love is so important. When you have love in your heart you will reflect that back out to your companions. If you have fear or hatred that is what you will find. For the universe seems immense but it is not. It is actually small and beautiful. Look at a rock. Really look at it. Does this remind you of anyone? Hold this rock to your heart. Do you want to be hard, solid and non-conforming? Or do you want to feel soft and subtle? Or better yet look in a mirror. What do you see? Can you see the love emanating from you? Look at your eyes. Do they sparkle? Are they bright or do they sink in? When you feel hate, ask yourself is this what G-D would do? Judge not. Be as one. Remember I love all my children. All colors, shapes and sizes. Hate not, fear not, for we are one. Take my hand, together we can change the world. For I love you all.

Lesson 8

When you see a blade of grass blowing in the wind. What do you smell or see? Do you see one of my greatest creations? Feel the blade of grass between your toes. Does it feel sharp and itchy? Or does it feel sticky or soft? In this lesson of love I want you learn about patience. It is like the blade of grass. It bends in the wind. Think of it as a carpet for the universe. You are all blades of grass. At times it feels like someone steps on you and flattens you out. But when you least expect it you pop back up. No one can step on just one blade without affecting others. It is always in a group. You need each other. Be the first to pop back or help someone else up, and out of default you will stand back up too. There are times when you must think of your neighbor first. They need you. Hold out your hand.