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Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. The Truth I Found in the Silence A Memoir of Addiction, Loss, and RedemptionWhat happens when the noise stops and there's nowhere left to hide?For years, A. M. Lavender lived in survival mode. Addiction, shame, and unresolved grief shaped his life beneath the surface as he tried to hold together a marriage, a family, and a version of himself that no longer felt true. When that life collapsed, he was left with silence-and the work of facing it.The Truth I Found in the Silence is an honest memoir about hitting emotional bottom and the slow, uneven process of rebuilding. Lavender writes without shortcuts or easy conclusions, examining addiction and denial, the weight of guilt, and the strain placed on relationships, identity, and fatherhood.This book is for readers who have felt disconnected from their own lives, struggled to repair the harm they've caused, or questioned whether real change is still possible.Clear-eyed and deeply personal, this is a story about survival, accountability, and what healing can look like when there are no quick fixes.Content AdvisoryThis memoir contains mature themes, including addiction, gambling, grief, mental health struggles, and suicidal ideation. Some readers may find certain passages challenging. Intended for mature audiences (ages 17 and older). The Truth I Found in the Silence is a memoir exploring addiction, loss, and recovery through personal experience. It chronicles the collapse of a carefully managed life and the difficult work of confronting addiction, guilt, and grief. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from multiple locations in the US or from the UK, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. In a vibrant garden where day and night keep them apart, an unlikely friendship blossoms between Pip, a gentle, nocturnal fruit bat, and Humm, a dazzlingly fast, diurnal hummingbird. Their worlds only overlap for a few moments at twilight and dawn. The garden's greatest treasure is the Midnight Bloom, a magnificent flower that only opens its pearlescent petals for the moon, a sight Humm desperately wishes she could see.Determined to help his new friend, Pip makes three heartfelt attempts to share the night's magic. First, when Humm tries to stay awake, she becomes frightened by the dark shadows. Pip finds her shivering and gently guides her to a safe, leafy nook to sleep until sunrise. Next, he tries to bring the flower to her through words, describing its sweet scent and soft touch. But Humm is left frustrated, longing to see its true color.Finally, Pip has a clever, character-driven idea. Just before dawn, he carefully plucks a single, fallen petal from the still-open Midnight Bloom. As the first rays of sun touch the garden, he presents it to Humm. In the morning light, the petal shimmers with silver, pink, and blue-the color of captured moonlight.Through this creative and empathetic act, Pip and Humm discover that their friendship can bridge the divide between their two worlds. They begin a new ritual: every dawn, Pip brings Humm a treasure from the night, and Humm tells him all about the brilliant colors of the day. "Pip and the Midnight Bloom" is a tender story about how true friendship isn't about being the same, but about finding beautiful and creative ways to share your world with someone you care about. Featuring 19 gorgeous, full-color illustrations, celebrates empathy, creative problem-solving, and inclusion. the book includes fun, educational facts about bats and hummingbirds This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from multiple locations in the US or from the UK, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. For anyone living with high-functioning anxiety, burnout, or emotional exhaustion - this book is for you.In The Permission Slip, A M Lavender speaks to the capable, responsible, high-achieving person who is quietly unraveling behind the scenes.You're functioning. You're productive. You show up. But inside, you're tired in a way sleep doesn't fix.Following his memoir The Truth I Found in the Silence, which explored collapse and addiction, Lavender turns to what comes after the breaking point: burnout recovery, nervous system regulation, boundary-setting, and rebuilding without performance.Blending personal narrative with trauma-informed tools and practical reflection, this book explores: High-functioning anxiety and depressionChronic stress and nervous system shutdownPeople-pleasing and perfectionismSoft addictions and dopamine dependenceReligious and family performance patternsEmotional burnout and recoveryEach chapter includes a Field Guide with realistic, trauma-aware practices designed to help readers regulate stress, reduce overwhelm, and step out of survival mode - without toxic positivity, productivity pressure, or "fix yourself" messaging.This is not a quick-fix self-help book.It's a grounded guide for anyone who feels stuck in performance mode and wants to recover their life without losing themselves in the process.You are not broken.You may simply be carrying too much - for too long. The Permission Slip by A M Lavender is a grounded guide for anyone living with high-functioning anxiety, burnout, or quiet emotional exhaustion. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from multiple locations in the US or from the UK, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. The gods aren't dying. They're forgetting how to hold on.Elara Moongrace is a scholar who asks the questions no one wants answered. When she discovers that the Weave - the ancient force binding all of creation - is quietly dying, the ruling Synod dismisses her as a heretic. But the fractures spreading through the living city of Myr'sylia don't care about politics.Sent to the distant Bastion of Valerius under the guise of service, Elara is drawn into a journey that will take her far beyond the sheltering towers of her homeland. Alongside Kaelen, a forge-guardian carrying the weight of a bloodline he never asked for, and Mira, a soldier whose loyalty runs deeper than any oath, she uncovers a truth the world's institutions have spent centuries burying: the balance everyone worships was never balance at all. It was a cage.And something ancient is pressing against the bars.Along the way, unlikely allies emerge - Griz, a sharp-tongued goblin guide and the last survivor of a clan devoured by the Ash-Born, and Brok, a dwarven smith who feels the world's sickness in every ring of his hammer. Together, they must navigate dead-magic roads, ash-touched gods, and a rising faith built on fire as the world accelerates toward an impossible choice - not between good and evil, but between the safety of what has always been and the terrifying freedom of what it could become.The Shattered Weave is an epic fantasy of myth, sacrifice, and the courage it takes to reshape a world that would rather stay broken than risk being made new. With richly layered worldbuilding, a cast of deeply human characters, and prose that moves between intimate and sweeping, this is a story for readers who love their fantasy with heart, consequence, and wonder.Book One of the Song & Forge series.An epic high fantasy with dark fantasy and mythic elements. I felt like I was stepping into an old legend. The Shattered Weave is a 5-star Readers' Favorite reviewed epic fantasy with fading magic, ancient forges, and deeply human heroes. As the Weave begins to collapse, an unlikely fellowship must face the cost of restoring a broken world. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from multiple locations in the US or from the UK, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. In a vibrant garden where day and night keep them apart, an unlikely friendship blossoms between Pip, a gentle, nocturnal fruit bat, and Humm, a dazzlingly fast, diurnal hummingbird. Their worlds only overlap for a few moments at twilight and dawn. The garden's greatest treasure is the Midnight Bloom, a magnificent flower that only opens its pearlescent petals for the moon, a sight Humm desperately wishes she could see.Determined to help his new friend, Pip makes three heartfelt attempts to share the night's magic. First, when Humm tries to stay awake, she becomes frightened by the dark shadows. Pip finds her shivering and gently guides her to a safe, leafy nook to sleep until sunrise. Next, he tries to bring the flower to her through words, describing its sweet scent and soft touch. But Humm is left frustrated, longing to see its true color.Finally, Pip has a clever, character-driven idea. Just before dawn, he carefully plucks a single, fallen petal from the still-open Midnight Bloom. As the first rays of sun touch the garden, he presents it to Humm. In the morning light, the petal shimmers with silver, pink, and blue-the color of captured moonlight.Through this creative and empathetic act, Pip and Humm discover that their friendship can bridge the divide between their two worlds. They begin a new ritual: every dawn, Pip brings Humm a treasure from the night, and Humm tells him all about the brilliant colors of the day. "Pip and the Midnight Bloom" is a tender story about how true friendship isn't about being the same, but about finding beautiful and creative ways to share your world with someone you care about. Featuring 19 gorgeous, full-color illustrations, celebrates empathy, creative problem-solving, and inclusion. the book includes fun, educational facts about bats and hummingbirds This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our Sydney, NSW warehouse or from our UK or US warehouse, depending on stock availability.…

Taschenbuch. Condizione: Neu. nach der Bestellung gedruckt Neuware - Printed after ordering - For anyone living with high-functioning anxiety, burnout, or emotional exhaustion - this book is for you.In The Permission Slip, A M Lavender speaks to the capable, responsible, high-achieving person who is quietly unraveling behind the scenes.You're functioning. You're productive. You show up.But inside, you're tired in a way sleep doesn't fix.Following his memoir The Truth I Found in the Silence, which explored collapse and addiction, Lavender turns to what comes after the breaking point: burnout recovery, nervous system regulation, boundary-setting, and rebuilding without performance.Blending personal narrative with trauma-informed tools and practical reflection, this book explores:High-functioning anxiety and depressionChronic stress and nervous system shutdownPeople-pleasing and perfectionismSoft addictions and dopamine dependenceReligious and family performance patternsEmotional burnout and recoveryEach chapter includes a Field Guide with realistic, trauma-aware practices designed to help readers regulate stress, reduce overwhelm, and step out of survival mode - without toxic positivity, productivity pressure, or 'fix yourself' messaging.This is not a quick-fix self-help book.It's a grounded guide for anyone who feels stuck in performance mode and wants to recover their life without losing themselves in the process.You are not broken.You may simply be carrying too much - for too long.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. The Truth I Found in the Silence A Memoir of Addiction, Loss, and RedemptionWhat happens when the noise stops and there's nowhere left to hide?For years, A. M. Lavender lived in survival mode. Addiction, shame, and unresolved grief shaped his life beneath the surface as he tried to hold together a marriage, a family, and a version of himself that no longer felt true. When that life collapsed, he was left with silence-and the work of facing it.The Truth I Found in the Silence is an honest memoir about hitting emotional bottom and the slow, uneven process of rebuilding. Lavender writes without shortcuts or easy conclusions, examining addiction and denial, the weight of guilt, and the strain placed on relationships, identity, and fatherhood.This book is for readers who have felt disconnected from their own lives, struggled to repair the harm they've caused, or questioned whether real change is still possible.Clear-eyed and deeply personal, this is a story about survival, accountability, and what healing can look like when there are no quick fixes.Content AdvisoryThis memoir contains mature themes, including addiction, gambling, grief, mental health struggles, and suicidal ideation. Some readers may find certain passages challenging. Intended for mature audiences (ages 17 and older). The Truth I Found in the Silence is a memoir exploring addiction, loss, and recovery through personal experience. It chronicles the collapse of a carefully managed life and the difficult work of confronting addiction, guilt, and grief. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. In a vibrant garden where day and night keep them apart, an unlikely friendship blossoms between Pip, a gentle, nocturnal fruit bat, and Humm, a dazzlingly fast, diurnal hummingbird. Their worlds only overlap for a few moments at twilight and dawn. The garden's greatest treasure is the Midnight Bloom, a magnificent flower that only opens its pearlescent petals for the moon, a sight Humm desperately wishes she could see.Determined to help his new friend, Pip makes three heartfelt attempts to share the night's magic. First, when Humm tries to stay awake, she becomes frightened by the dark shadows. Pip finds her shivering and gently guides her to a safe, leafy nook to sleep until sunrise. Next, he tries to bring the flower to her through words, describing its sweet scent and soft touch. But Humm is left frustrated, longing to see its true color.Finally, Pip has a clever, character-driven idea. Just before dawn, he carefully plucks a single, fallen petal from the still-open Midnight Bloom. As the first rays of sun touch the garden, he presents it to Humm. In the morning light, the petal shimmers with silver, pink, and blue-the color of captured moonlight.Through this creative and empathetic act, Pip and Humm discover that their friendship can bridge the divide between their two worlds. They begin a new ritual: every dawn, Pip brings Humm a treasure from the night, and Humm tells him all about the brilliant colors of the day. "Pip and the Midnight Bloom" is a tender story about how true friendship isn't about being the same, but about finding beautiful and creative ways to share your world with someone you care about. Featuring 19 gorgeous, full-color illustrations, celebrates empathy, creative problem-solving, and inclusion. the book includes fun, educational facts about bats and hummingbirds This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. For anyone living with high-functioning anxiety, burnout, or emotional exhaustion - this book is for you.In The Permission Slip, A M Lavender speaks to the capable, responsible, high-achieving person who is quietly unraveling behind the scenes.You're functioning. You're productive. You show up. But inside, you're tired in a way sleep doesn't fix.Following his memoir The Truth I Found in the Silence, which explored collapse and addiction, Lavender turns to what comes after the breaking point: burnout recovery, nervous system regulation, boundary-setting, and rebuilding without performance.Blending personal narrative with trauma-informed tools and practical reflection, this book explores: High-functioning anxiety and depressionChronic stress and nervous system shutdownPeople-pleasing and perfectionismSoft addictions and dopamine dependenceReligious and family performance patternsEmotional burnout and recoveryEach chapter includes a Field Guide with realistic, trauma-aware practices designed to help readers regulate stress, reduce overwhelm, and step out of survival mode - without toxic positivity, productivity pressure, or "fix yourself" messaging.This is not a quick-fix self-help book.It's a grounded guide for anyone who feels stuck in performance mode and wants to recover their life without losing themselves in the process.You are not broken.You may simply be carrying too much - for too long. The Permission Slip by A M Lavender is a grounded guide for anyone living with high-functioning anxiety, burnout, or quiet emotional exhaustion. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. The gods aren't dying. They're forgetting how to hold on.Elara Moongrace is a scholar who asks the questions no one wants answered. When she discovers that the Weave - the ancient force binding all of creation - is quietly dying, the ruling Synod dismisses her as a heretic. But the fractures spreading through the living city of Myr'sylia don't care about politics.Sent to the distant Bastion of Valerius under the guise of service, Elara is drawn into a journey that will take her far beyond the sheltering towers of her homeland. Alongside Kaelen, a forge-guardian carrying the weight of a bloodline he never asked for, and Mira, a soldier whose loyalty runs deeper than any oath, she uncovers a truth the world's institutions have spent centuries burying: the balance everyone worships was never balance at all. It was a cage.And something ancient is pressing against the bars.Along the way, unlikely allies emerge - Griz, a sharp-tongued goblin guide and the last survivor of a clan devoured by the Ash-Born, and Brok, a dwarven smith who feels the world's sickness in every ring of his hammer. Together, they must navigate dead-magic roads, ash-touched gods, and a rising faith built on fire as the world accelerates toward an impossible choice - not between good and evil, but between the safety of what has always been and the terrifying freedom of what it could become.The Shattered Weave is an epic fantasy of myth, sacrifice, and the courage it takes to reshape a world that would rather stay broken than risk being made new. With richly layered worldbuilding, a cast of deeply human characters, and prose that moves between intimate and sweeping, this is a story for readers who love their fantasy with heart, consequence, and wonder.Book One of the Song & Forge series.An epic high fantasy with dark fantasy and mythic elements. I felt like I was stepping into an old legend. The Shattered Weave is a 5-star Readers' Favorite reviewed epic fantasy with fading magic, ancient forges, and deeply human heroes. As the Weave begins to collapse, an unlikely fellowship must face the cost of restoring a broken world. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our Sydney, NSW warehouse or from our UK or US warehouse, depending on stock availability.…

Paperback. Condizione: new. Paperback. The gods aren't dying. They're forgetting how to hold on.Elara Moongrace is a scholar who asks the questions no one wants answered. When she discovers that the Weave - the ancient force binding all of creation - is quietly dying, the ruling Synod dismisses her as a heretic. But the fractures spreading through the living city of Myr'sylia don't care about politics.Sent to the distant Bastion of Valerius under the guise of service, Elara is drawn into a journey that will take her far beyond the sheltering towers of her homeland. Alongside Kaelen, a forge-guardian carrying the weight of a bloodline he never asked for, and Mira, a soldier whose loyalty runs deeper than any oath, she uncovers a truth the world's institutions have spent centuries burying: the balance everyone worships was never balance at all. It was a cage.And something ancient is pressing against the bars.Along the way, unlikely allies emerge - Griz, a sharp-tongued goblin guide and the last survivor of a clan devoured by the Ash-Born, and Brok, a dwarven smith who feels the world's sickness in every ring of his hammer. Together, they must navigate dead-magic roads, ash-touched gods, and a rising faith built on fire as the world accelerates toward an impossible choice - not between good and evil, but between the safety of what has always been and the terrifying freedom of what it could become.The Shattered Weave is an epic fantasy of myth, sacrifice, and the courage it takes to reshape a world that would rather stay broken than risk being made new. With richly layered worldbuilding, a cast of deeply human characters, and prose that moves between intimate and sweeping, this is a story for readers who love their fantasy with heart, consequence, and wonder.Book One of the Song & Forge series.An epic high fantasy with dark fantasy and mythic elements. I felt like I was stepping into an old legend. The Shattered Weave is a 5-star Readers' Favorite reviewed epic fantasy with fading magic, ancient forges, and deeply human heroes. As the Weave begins to collapse, an unlikely fellowship must face the cost of restoring a broken world. This item is printed on demand. Shipping may be from our UK warehouse or from our Australian or US warehouses, depending on stock availability.…

Taschenbuch. Condizione: Neu. nach der Bestellung gedruckt Neuware - Printed after ordering - In a vibrant garden where day and night keep them apart, an unlikely friendship blossoms between Pip, a gentle, nocturnal fruit bat, and Humm, a dazzlingly fast, diurnal hummingbird. Their worlds only overlap for a few moments at twilight and dawn. The garden's greatest treasure is the Midnight Bloom, a magnificent flower that only opens its pearlescent petals for the moon, a sight Humm desperately wishes she could see.Determined to help his new friend, Pip makes three heartfelt attempts to share the night's magic. First, when Humm tries to stay awake, she becomes frightened by the dark shadows. Pip finds her shivering and gently guides her to a safe, leafy nook to sleep until sunrise. Next, he tries to bring the flower to her through words, describing its sweet scent and soft touch. But Humm is left frustrated, longing to see its true color.Finally, Pip has a clever, character-driven idea. Just before dawn, he carefully plucks a single, fallen petal from the still-open Midnight Bloom. As the first rays of sun touch the garden, he presents it to Humm. In the morning light, the petal shimmers with silver, pink, and blue-the color of captured moonlight.Through this creative and empathetic act, Pip and Humm discover that their friendship can bridge the divide between their two worlds. They begin a new ritual: every dawn, Pip brings Humm a treasure from the night, and Humm tells him all about the brilliant colors of the day. 'Pip and the Midnight Bloom' is a tender story about how true friendship isn't about being the same, but about finding beautiful and creative ways to share your world with someone you care about.…

Taschenbuch. Condizione: Neu. nach der Bestellung gedruckt Neuware - Printed after ordering - The Truth I Found in the SilenceA Memoir of Addiction, Loss, and RedemptionWhat happens when the noise stops and there's nowhere left to hide For years, A. M. Lavender lived in survival mode. Addiction, shame, and unresolved grief shaped his life beneath the surface as he tried to hold together a marriage, a family, and a version of himself that no longer felt true. When that life collapsed, he was left with silence-and the work of facing it.The Truth I Found in the Silence is an honest memoir about hitting emotional bottom and the slow, uneven process of rebuilding. Lavender writes without shortcuts or easy conclusions, examining addiction and denial, the weight of guilt, and the strain placed on relationships, identity, and fatherhood.This book is for readers who have felt disconnected from their own lives, struggled to repair the harm they've caused, or questioned whether real change is still possible.Clear-eyed and deeply personal, this is a story about survival, accountability, and what healing can look like when there are no quick fixes.Content AdvisoryThis memoir contains mature themes, including addiction, gambling, grief, mental health struggles, and suicidal ideation. Some readers may find certain passages challenging. Intended for mature audiences (ages 17 and older). …

Taschenbuch. Condizione: Neu. nach der Bestellung gedruckt Neuware - Printed after ordering - The gods aren't dying. They're forgetting how to hold on.Elara Moongrace is a scholar who asks the questions no one wants answered. When she discovers that the Weave - the ancient force binding all of creation - is quietly dying, the ruling Synod dismisses her as a heretic. But the fractures spreading through the living city of Myr'sylia don't care about politics.Sent to the distant Bastion of Valerius under the guise of service, Elara is drawn into a journey that will take her far beyond the sheltering towers of her homeland. Alongside Kaelen, a forge-guardian carrying the weight of a bloodline he never asked for, and Mira, a soldier whose loyalty runs deeper than any oath, she uncovers a truth the world's institutions have spent centuries burying: the balance everyone worships was never balance at all. It was a cage.And something ancient is pressing against the bars.Along the way, unlikely allies emerge - Griz, a sharp-tongued goblin guide and the last survivor of a clan devoured by the Ash-Born, and Brok, a dwarven smith who feels the world's sickness in every ring of his hammer. Together, they must navigate dead-magic roads, ash-touched gods, and a rising faith built on fire as the world accelerates toward an impossible choice - not between good and evil, but between the safety of what has always been and the terrifying freedom of what it could become.The Shattered Weave is an epic fantasy of myth, sacrifice, and the courage it takes to reshape a world that would rather stay broken than risk being made new. With richly layered worldbuilding, a cast of deeply human characters, and prose that moves between intimate and sweeping, this is a story for readers who love their fantasy with heart, consequence, and wonder.Book One of the Song & Forge series.An epic high fantasy with dark fantasy and mythic elements. I felt like I was stepping into an old legend.…